Adult(ing) is hard but you have to keep up with the pressure. And sometimes, you can't take it any longer. You just burst into tears and give up.
A couple of weeks ago, I vividly remember talking to a friend about a problem which I faked only because I really missed our time together and I only wanted to talk. I SWEAR! I felt relieved after finding out we're meeting up but then I was frustrated when *** suddenly withdrew the help *** offered. I even made arrangements so *** won't cancel it but I prolly didn't have much luck- I FAILED! I didn't really mind it that much because I was on my way to watch a concert which was actually a very good diversion.
A week ago, *** sent me a message and I gladly responded hoping he'd open up about the help he offered (that wasn't really needed in the first place!). After my reply, *** disappeared! How frustrating and annoying is that?! I even kept on checking messenger hoping his response was there. I was actually thinking he ran out of load and wrote me via messenger instead but TO NO AVAIL!
Today, I was so busy with work (training and coaching people) that I barely have the time to check everything that's on my facebook. I only checked it to message people I needed to come for interview and demo classes tomorrow. Nothing more than that! I actually exchanged a few messages with another friend talking about her birthday celebration next month and a trip next year. Going back to where we left off about ***. I received a message from *** and I responded sarcastically saying "WHAT?!" and then I was seenzoned. SAMOKA NIMU UG TRIP UY!
THIS POST IS IRRELEVANT. AND I AM GOING TO PUBLISH IT. SHARE IT TO FACEBOOK. AND IF BY CHANCE YOU SEE THIS ON YOUR FEED, READ IT 'CAUSE IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU AND IT'S ALL ABOUT HOW PISSED I AM RIGHT NOW! MAY LANG KA UG IKAW. MUKALIT LANG KA'G TUNGA KUNG FEEL NIMU.
I FEEL RELIEVED NOW AND SLEEPY AT THE SAME TIME. I'LL GO AHEAD AND HIT THE SACK. BASTA AGOT GIHAPON KO NIMU. YOU OWE ME GIN TONIC AND A HAPPY MEAL.. :p